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[Jun. 24th, 2007|01:51 am] |
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Yay for having a boyfriend again. So Kyle is a good boyfriend. He gives me his sweatshirt when I'm cold. Watches movies with me and holds my hand. Best of all he likes my kitty cats. And hes not a perv. I like dating older/ mature guys. We havent even kissed yet. It's really strange but I like it. Its going slow and I know he doesnt want to just get into my pants. His friends are pretty sweet too. I like their random bonfires and how much drama isnt there. Its fun hanging out with a bunch of guys. I'm really excited for this Summer. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2007|11:22 pm] |
So I really havent done one of these in ages but i decided to post one. Summer is soooo fricken amazing so far this year
Pros:
-Been hanging out with friends
-I have a car
-I have money
- I have a pool
-Been hanging out with Kyle who's sooooooooooooo Hott (hopefully date him or something soon)
-Recital tomorrow
-It's hot
-I'm tan
-Sleeping in
-Bonfires
-Volleyball
-knee high by the 4th of July
-staying up late
-Parties every night
-ect
Cons:
-chores
-gas prices
-Curfews |
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[May. 10th, 2007|09:27 pm] |
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I just have one word to say about her right now. BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITCH!!!!! |
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| novios |
[Nov. 9th, 2006|10:44 pm] |
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| | ring the alarm | ] |
So any tips to get a guy to go out with you, i think i need to move to like California, where the guys are hot and know how to surf. Dude i want a surfer. I want a Novio. 1st i might need to start liking someone |
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[Oct. 4th, 2006|09:44 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | HOme | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | NONE | ] |
So today I brought my pink duck tape to school and me and lauren had loads of fun putting it in Marko and Cunninghams room. I was really stupid this morning and shook my coffee with the lid off and it spilt everywhere! ugh stupid coffee. Psych was ok, Math was boring GI was boring, E Chem sucked, Spanish was ok, LA sucked i dont like the White Squall. I have a bit of Hw to do that i dont really feel like doing. Oh well the only good part about today was i got compliments on my jacket and it was raining :) |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2006|03:14 pm] |
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One year ago today about this time i was one of the happiest people ever. I miss being that happy so much, Maybe not with that paticular person but i miss having someone to make me watch the exorcist but let me hide in their shoulders at the scary parts. |
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| Today |
[Sep. 22nd, 2006|09:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | OK go | ] |
School was pretty boring today, I had a math test that i didnt do to well on. But its all alright cuz i dont have that much homework tonight. I'm still not looking forward to HC. I really want to be excited for it but im kinda dreading it. I imagined it a certin way and now its not going to be that way and its still upseting. i really hope i have fun or at least good enough at faking fun so i dont bring my friends down. Whenever I actually have fun i get mad at myself for having fun, i tell myself i should be sad cuz thats how ive been feeling the last forever. so now when im really happy i will all of the sudden get upset again. ugh its so Bi-polar! gay. well i still need to get my jewelry and a purse. and this weekend is taste of Clarkston and powderpuff on sunday. a lot of people are over at Lindsays tonight... but my waiter at Outback was pretty hott. his name was Mathew. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2006|08:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | RJA | ] |
So everyone I'm getting a new baby cousin! My Aunt Lisa is Pregnant and due at the end of May! that is soooooo exciting |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 19th, 2006|05:11 pm] |
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| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Face down ~ RJA | ] |
O.K. so theres a million things I want to say right now and I really dont care if you agree or not because it is my opinion
1. I watch my friends get hurt over and over and over again by these guys that they say they love so much. These guys do stuff to hurt you or make you feel bad and i hate seeing you cry or seeing you hurt. I will never like these guys for what they have done but i do understand that you like them and support w/e you want to do with these guys. But understand i dont like them nor want to be around them at any time so dont expect me to suck it up anymore and stay there when they come to be with you.
2. David was my life and everything for 9 months. its going to take me a hell of a long time to get over him. If you hate me getting on the topic of talking about him then change the subject but just to let you know thats how i am able to deal with this is talking to the people i love and trust. so please every so often just let me rant about him, i dont look for advice in return i just sometimes need to get it out to someone and have them tell me it will all get better soon.
3. There is way too much drama going on. The limo, I am completly fine with the situation but obviously some ppl arent. Now we all paid our share and it's past the set deadline of when we needed to pay. yes there was loads of confusion, i did think we were going to get a bigger limo but im also not willing to pay more now to get it. we should have all helped to make it clearer on who should be paying and if bf's are included or have to pay on their own. but right now Homecoming is 2 weeks away and you made a commitment to this so dont back away from that.
4. This is just me ranting about nothing really. I hate the school! I wish we would have been able to pick where our locker is to be so maybe then i wouldnt need 3. but oh well. I hate Mr. Fletcher!! Ugh he is so a terrible teacher. I dont learn from "read the book and do the problems" Pre-calc is going to be so hard. And who the hell makes a high school student get a fricken parent signature when you fail a test!?! It's bad enough i failed it now i'll get grounded too. WTF. Spanish is confusing, I miss Cuningham. I really dont understand half the stuff she tells us to do. And i hate my glasses. i might have to start wearing them all the time now because my eyes are getting that bad. i swear glasses make my eyes worse. they so werent this bad when i started wearing them freshman year. Pshych test was a lil hard, im glad i studied a little bit, i would have done terrible if i didnt study at all. Oh and im going to make it crystal clear right now. If you ever want to date my Ex's ask me, i will always say yes no matter what but i just think its good to let me know. better then finding out days later and it being a huge blow and hurts me. I would do the same for you. |
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| so |
[Sep. 18th, 2006|04:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cat & mouse RJA | ] |
Well my week is starting off terrible.
Good:
im turning in my job app
Bad:
David's going with laura to hc (I shouldnt care about this but it was the same thing that happened b4 with Tim, I should be o.k with this and i am, but the tears wont stop coming)
i have so much homework
im sick
Limo is ugh
I dont want to go to hc anymore, im going to cry there i know it
Its cold out
I hate Fletcher
I told everyone how to help but nobody cares enough to try, thanx you guys |
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| I cant get over him |
[Jul. 31st, 2006|04:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | you and me by lifehouse | ] |
I really don't understand it. i was so completely over David when i was on vacation then i come back and I'm all in pieces again. i love him still so much and it still feels like we're going out. i still want to call him every night and talk to him like nothings wrong but i can't. And he has a gf? All i really want is him back and now its completely out of the question. I know this is stupid and i should hate him but i don't, i cant hate him it's too hard. i still love him and would still do anything for him and that's the worst part. |
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[Jul. 24th, 2006|02:04 am] |
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IM finally home from Australia and New Zealand! i had such an amazing time, i have loads of pics i want to load and tons of stories to tell. i want to see you all very soon. give me a call! |
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[Jul. 1st, 2006|11:21 pm] |
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David dumped me today. so everyone saying we'd last and it be good. you were wrong, just like me. but what else can i do is get up and pick up the pieces? and hey thats one less present i got to buy in Australia |
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| I'm Alive |
[May. 7th, 2006|08:58 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nothing | ] |
I wish life wasnt so complicated
I wish I knew
I wish I wasn't so distant from you
I wish I could help
I wish you knew
I wish my life was simple
I wish drama would end
I wish we could just talk
I wish I could stop crying
I wish...
Sorry I've been so far from you guys, I'll try to be back more and pay attention to you guys too
I love you all |
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| heres another one |
[Mar. 9th, 2006|05:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nothing | ] |
so i havent been in the best mood lately. I really feel like I'm so far away form my friends and getting left out of stuff. some ppl are kinda bugging me right now but i dont really care to go into that. I'm so confused about many many things. I really hate my family and i dont really want to be here anymore. everyone used to be able to tell when i lied, now they cant. and i used to be able to go to everyone for help, but now im afraid to. we all really just need a day to hang out, all together. no guys/ no complaints. just hanging out, like we used to. well idk i hope i stop being so distant from all of you.
P.S. A lot of things are starting to scare me. I dont know really what to do about it. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 9th, 2006|09:17 pm] |
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Im still alive dont worry |
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| weekend |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|03:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hollow years~ Dream Theature | ] |
This weekend i have to say was one of the worse i have ever had in my entire life (other then after school friday)
Friday: best day i have to say, bowling was sooooo much fun! rubing the balls and hitting that thing twice :D then having 3 lanes for 4 ppl haha that was great too. the mall was pretty good i figured out that we all expect ppl to understand everything. i mean i never remember someone saying it was just going to be a girls weekend. but also i really think it would have been way more fun if we were all together, we know we cant stay mad at each other for very long. at least i cant stay mad at you guys for along time when im with you. so then i went home and couldnt go to Kelsies.... i stayed up untill way late talking to David. Cried a lil bit then tried to fall asleep
Saturday: worried sick, cried some more. So Pissed off at someone (im sorry this will make no sense to anyone i'll just like to say its not any of my friends that im mad at so dont think im talking about you please) Cant say anything
Sunday: So worried, kept wakeing up cuz of bad dreams. went to a p2p meeting, that was pretty cool i have to admit. talked to David untill 1am. cried some more, tried to sleep... didnt work all that well
Monday: waiting to go to get my glasses then fill out an application for Kroger and then hopefully David's then to dance! that should be fun |
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